My story...I need help! How to overcome those fantasies?

I thought about it yes. Why do I want this I honestly have no clue, best guess was seeing her as my own pornstar maybe, but not sure, she looks very hot and wild during sex and I would love watching this from a 3rd person view. And yes I would love acting on it but what happens after the rush is gone I don't know, I lover very much, I am planning a life with her so maybe this is not the best option to take this to real life, maybe this is why I masturbate on the thought ...

As for what she'd think, she's open minded sexually, probably will be upset or think I'm joking at first but I can see she may be open at least to try. We've played out some fantasies before and I know she enjoys new ideas in bed...not sure about involving other people though

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