One option is to call dv and homeless shelters. If they refuse to help, call mental health, tell them you’ve had suicidal ideations. They’ll commit you and you can ask for rent and food help while in lockdown. I‘ve had friends who’ve done this and it went as badly as you might imagine but they did get help. You can stay with the abuse until you have money and resource.

I ran away, personally, before I had the financial means to do so. It was hard. You might go to a church, they help people they think they can convert. Playing that game might be your best chance until you can stand on your own 2 feet. You might try to date a guy and give him the girlfriend experience for a home and tuition. This is cold, I know, but it’s better than the streets. I’ve tried the last 3 options and the final worked best for my personality. Be careful you don’t find “help” from a cult or an abusive guy, been there, done that. Be careful. Your true best bet is a friend who will give from the heart without you losing more of your optimism and ability to trust but these are rare. I hope there is a shelter spot for you. Your family is bad. You deserve better. I’m sorry.