I certainly wasn't trying to make people attack you, why would I? I don't wish that on anyone. You are hurting, and I hope you find support that makes you feel actually supported.

The bit about the internet being dangerous for you had nothing to do with politics and everything to do with your pain, as this is the kind of pain that often gets used to lure people into movements like that-male-group-we-don't-mention and teach them that the problem is women, all women, and that it can only be solved through hate and violence. Obviously that specific risk wouldn't apply to you. I admit when I first started to comment I had naively assumed you were a guy - I corrected myself after I checked, but I left the dangerous bit in there both because it's STILL true that this kind of emotional devastation can leave you vulnerable. And, as I said, I don't wish that on anyone.