So when is your book coming out? :)

I relate to what your saying, and feeel that relief of reading my thoughts as written by another. The internet also destabilized my mind with the paradox of social cacophony in quiet isolation. I do often feel as if it’s the default and the “real world” is just ancillary. I do admire the honesty of people’s thoughts in forums, it is intimate.

As for posting explicit photos, you can always try normalnudes. They’re a very friendly community. Though, speaking from experience, OF is not easy and sexualizing myself without a boyfriend was absolutely devastating. For me, the heartbreak is not worth it.

I’m now neet because that attitude towards money (hedonic treadmill?) consumed me with so much anxiety that I just gave up. Every waking moment was like scrolling, rushing so quickly that I retained no memory for long stretches of time.

I gave up. I’m spiritually exhausted. This is all I’ve got