Yes, if anything bad happens to you is because god is trying to grab your attention so you can be better in church. I was so mind fucked when I left church...they brainwash you into thinking that if you leave LLDM then bad things are going to happen to you, that’s god punishing you. At the age of 17-18 I was having mental breakdowns, anxiety and I thought god was punishing me for leaving church by messing up my mental health..for about 1-2 years I really really tried to believe in god & I would tell myself that I’ll probably go back to church when I’m 30 because I was still paranoid that I was going to be punished. but then the news came out 2 years ago, that their leader is going to jail and I was mind fucked again. There’s no god, that church is fake just like any other religion on this earth. I did shrooms & had a spiritual awakening, I no longer believe in anything. I’m just a good person living life. LLDM stands for “la luz del mundo” which means the light of the world. If you have time look them up on YouTube.