I was 8 year old boy and he was my first cousin (14-15 teen) who’d recently moved to our city, so our visits to his house and me staying at their place started increasing. One night, when we three were in bed, me him and his older brother, he whispered in my ear, “I’ll tell you a secret but promise not to tell anyone.” And I who idolised him very much, said “Yeah, sure!” And then he kissed me. And I didn’t even know at the time anything about sexuality, being gay or anything could happen like this. But it was this damn which had broken, and then started a long secretive relationship with my cousin brother which I’ll never forget.