I sincerely don't want to find someone else. After this shit I think I'm just better off alone. On and off breakups with this fucking asshole, I gave this idiot one last chance to practice the change they promised they'd do, but of course immediately back to the same shitty habits.

I ain't fucking with another person again. It is too damn infuriating to lay out expectations and requirements for basic human decency only to have some dumbass squat down and pinch a loaf on it and have the audacity to wonder why one would become fuming and fed up after numerous instances of just plain disrespect. I don't even know how some people manage to get dressed in the morning let alone try to be in a relationship when they don't want to put in the fucking effort.

I've just been suffering from insanity since I kept repeating trying but expecting a different result when it's the same every time, so fuck this fish, and all the other fish in the sea. I'm switching my diet to one of less hassle.