I really don't think I can live and reddit isn't helping

it wouldn't work =(

they said

"If you never make another post involving her or any of this serial killer shit, even vaguely, then it ends tonight. But if you ever make another, at least in here, I can't promise that I won't share everything I have with her: the multiple tumblr posts, the reddit threads, the social media accounts, the creepy things you've done, the creepy things you've said. Truth catches up to us all eventually, and this isn't a warning, it's a moral obligation at this point: you haven't proven to me that you're not a danger to yourself and others. The only thing I could do, if this continues or escalates, is to find your name and hand what I have off to her and the authorities.

As far as deleting any of this, I will not. Your shame stays up where it belongs. Perhaps the embarrassment will keep you from posting about how your stalking victim doesn't love you in the future. Perhaps, it'll keep you from stalking or harassing her in the first place. Keep progressing and moving on long enough though, and I'll probably forget even.

But I'll be watching."

I HAVE BEEN VAGUELY CALLING HER "the girl I'm not allowed to talk to" and venting about my PERSONAL FEELINGS ON REDDIT

I HAVE /NOT/ MENTIONED HER NAME PUBLICLY AT ALL despite him saying I have and saying he doesn't believe anything I say

DUDE I HAVE NO insert cuss words here MENTIONED THAT GIRLS NAME

I ALWAYS SAY "the girl I'm not allowed to talk to"

HER GIRLFRIEND TOLD ME ON TUMBLR that It's ok if I make posts venting about her, because I have freedom of speech; they just won't like it very much.

I want to vent about how I lost my friend

I CALL HER "The girl that I'm not allowed to talk to"

AND NOW THIS GUY SAYS I CAN't even vaguely refer to her as that?

Why!

I swear to GOD I have not mentioned anything related to her identity in the past few months (besides when I answered an anon's tumblr post three days ago but that's cuz an anon sent me an ask asking me for details, but now I learned not to do that)

I don't know what to do. I don't know how to get over my feelings for her!! The socia lservices ppl told me they got a therapist for me to talk to, I'm still waiting for whenever that is. I don't know how to vent about the fact that I lost a friend now and idk what to do

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