[Serious] People who have killed another person, what about the situation weighs on you the most?

this story is a bit personal it could make you feel uncomfortable and I apologize if it does.

i was 15 when it happened am 21 now I was trying to sleep while my grandma kept on yelling for some stupid reason so basically, it was another sleepless night for me (she was doing it all the time around me), so I did what any person would do in this situation and slept on the couch, the last thing I remember is me waking up at 6 AM to find her screaming and yelling at me, calling me a sinner and calling my father an asshole and a Coward so I pushed her to the ground and tried to chock her to death, but what shocked me was when she been fighting to live like she had a purpose, suddenly she stopped moving her head, her fingers started to shake a bit it felted like I freed myself and freed her it felt good and then all of that goodness turned to hell of shame soo i called the cops asap.

extra - am not sociopathic or any of that shit, she was, not me.

extra 2 - am sorry if the story didn't have enough details in them, it was 6 years ago and i moved on.

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