6 months ago I got really drunk and got into a bad argument with my soul mate in front of her children. We parted. We have been talking for the last month but aren’t telling the children yet. We are faithful to each other. But I messed up big time. We are going to a doctor for counseling this week and will try to pave the road back to each other being in a healthy relationship. I miss living together. I miss her cooking. I miss snuggling at night. I miss dancing in the kitchen together. I miss the projects we used to do together. I miss the shopping we would do together at consignment shops to kill time. I miss her every night. Even tho I see her often. I messed up bad and paying it daily. I am in love with that woman