I'm trying to finish a book for a class right now but I'm finding it hard to focus. I'm sort of sick to my stomch about doing well in my summer school classes with the same teacher because I want to impress him enough (especially since it's online with no face to fave interaction) to write me recommendation letters for grad school. I'm doing really well in one class, but in the other I didn't do so well on one paper and it brought my grade down quite a bit. Still an A, but there's still four more big papers to turn in. I hope he'll see how hard I'm trying and will write it.

I'm kinda excited though about my new doctor who actually listens to me. She was able to familiarize me a bit more with my blood clot disorder and understand why I can't use birth control. My previous doctor didn't even want to give me a blood test to see if I was at risk! I don't even want to think about whag would have happened if she had put me on birth control without checking for that issue first. It's nice to feel cared about from a doctor.