Doesnt help that a lot of guys are under so much pressure. A lot of us have so much bottled up. We just werent raised to voice are emotions or cry. Crying was a waste of time and it just prolongs the problem i was told.

I knew i was depressed all in high school but didnt do shit about it. Finally i moved out at 18 and honestly at 21 years old. I just snapped and it was about everything. My dad fuckin hitting me and me being picked on. All of this shjt. So I did try and kill myself and guess what? I did die. I was dead for a short while and now i have mild brain damage.

Really i think i just needed to let it out when i was a boy. I used drugs to push them down further and further until i couldnt