Wife of a recovering addict here. Hes been sober for five years now and I'm super proud of him. I know he's done some shady things in his past but I love him for who he is today. I feel like a bad past shouldnt define who you really are. I used to sleep around a lot, I was trying to fill this emptiness and loneliness I constantly felt. I was also an alcoholic during those times. I'm glad he's also accepting of my past. I know he's hiding some dark secrets and I'll be here for whenever he's ready to tell me. I'm a little scared of what it can be, he has made very subtle comments, maybe twice, suggesting that he might have killed someone. I honestly don't know if I wanna know or how to feel about this.