Bro, I'm in the same boat as you. Don't me wrong, my girlfriend dumped me in the beginning of April. She always thought I was cheating on her, that I had all these hoes and chicks I can talk to, when in reality, I have no one. Hell, I left my phone in my car the other day, didn't even realize it was in it for like four hours and when I checked to see if I got any texts...Nothing. zero. That made me realize how lonely my life is without her.

The good part is that my phone can survive without being charged for two days now.

Would I want to diversify, talk to people, hang out with people? Oh, hell yeah, but like what people usually suggest "join a charity, volunteer at a shelter, go to clubs, hang out with friends". I giggle and say "If I had to self esteem and courage to do that, I would've done it weeks ago". But instead I just stay home and cry at "what it should've been", "what could've been" and "If I could only..." ideas.

I think now it's about making yourself, YOU and YOURSELF to be best friends, comfortable enough to feel like you can do anything by yourself and not feel so depressed about it.