My life is a fucking mess.

My transmission in my car completely fucking died, while I went to this meetup.com thing so I can stop feeling so miserable from this breakup. Instead, only two people showed up because it rained, the hike was cut short because it started to pour like crazy.

Then when I was going leave, my car just completely stalled out. Everyone left, I was in the no fucking where, in the middle of the woods, I called my dad, he didn't answer, I even texted my ex because I was in the desperate need for help...nothing.

I cried. I fucking felt devestated... After three hours, a tow truck finally showed up and the guy said "the fuck you doin out here by yourself??"

I just cried.

Now I have no car, school is being a massive pain with finals, my ex fiance destroyed my morale... I am nothing but a walking puddle of broken emotions. Plus her acting like a massive cunt to me just kills me.

I want someone to just fucking hug me and tell me everything is going to be alright.. instead, my parents yell at me for not being a man and I cry too much, people at work feel so bad that the cheerful me is completely gone....

I come here on Reddit to fucking vent and cry...