Very young (~14), extremely ignorant. Its kind of like this stuff should be taught in schools? I was at a friends (a friend of a friends) house for a sleep over. We're all in the front room playing and I notice kids leaving. Eventually its just me in that room and I go to find everyone. They're all in the bathroom, with a towel in front of their face... Spraying cleaner product to the towel and breathing it in. Watched as they did it, they got the giggles. I tried it, my mind started slipping away from me, my cognitive abilities quickly went out the window and things I said didn't work any more (approx 5 seconds time laps). Couldn't think, couldn't talk, couldn't move, fell back, passed out, and was in a full conscious coma of serious pain. In that time I was trapped, I understood someone has to suffer and it will last for eternity, and its my turn.

I woke up, ...but sometimes don't know if I ever woke up or will go back... Its been over 20 years and it still messes with me. Don't do inhalants. Sometimes it feels like I'm falling back into that place.