In the summer of 2014 during a fetish conversation with my wife she reveals to me how horny it makes her to picture me with another woman. But it wasn't just a thought it was something she actively thought about for years. So she try's to push me towards finding a side girl to go out with and just use as a booty call, realizing I'm in a rare position most men would just at it didn't make me want to run right out and get to it. So a week passes and she is still pushing the issue, I plead that I don't want to ruin our family life and that this is too good to be true because life isn't like a porn flick.

Fast forward a week and she's on her phone making dating profiles and Craigslist ads for me, chatting with woman as if it was me to find ones she approves of. Then I get text messages from a large girl that isn't remotely attractive (I love woman of all shapes and sizes mind you) about how sexy I am and how much she wants to meet up and give me head.. I keep avoiding making the plans and comments from my wife of how much of a pussy I am for not going through with it. So one night I tell the girl to go for it, meet her at a local Walmart to drive to a place to do the deed, after an awkward conversation and even more awkward oral experience I go back home and fill my wife in to which she starts crying then wakes me up to some of the wildest sex we have ever had..

Till this day I feel dirty and I don't think my penis will ever forgive me, I thought it stopped there but summer of 2015 it picked up again but that's another story which involves a girl that wanted to date me and a horribly awkward three some with a female friend of ours I'm not remotely attracted to (test the waters with somebody she knows I'd never leave her for in a million years) and its still a fetish of hers that sadly isn't in me as a family man to do.