I met a girl several times at different parties of a mutual friend, we always talked and got along well then at one of those parties a couple of months ago she starts sending signals like crazy I walk up to her and we make out and stuff in the kitchen. Since it's the kitchen of course a lot of people including mutual acquaintances are watching us. Turns out her boyfriend was at the very same party in the room next door who ended up walking in on us. He takes her hand and pulls her away from me and she pulls me with her, I followed. I didn't know she had a boyfriend at the time. The party came to an end and while she was getting ready to leave she asks me to come along, her boyfriend was waiting for her outside. I figured by then even though I was kind of drunk that this is probably her boyfriend. I declined to go with her because I didn't see the point, I mean, what was she going to do, ditch the guy outside?
Typing this I don't even know who got played, me or her boyfriend. She's hot as fuck, so sometimes I'm pretty salty that I didn't go along but then again I probably would've felt like shit afterwards because of her boyfriend. If he hadn't been there it would've been another story, because the relationship between those two probably won't last. Obviously it's not a girl I would start a relationship with, but I still have her on Facebook and the second she's single again... I'll be there. Depending on the outcome of this next story...
This one is still going on. That's a girl I really, really like. I met her at a techno party some time ago. We rolled together on MDMA at this party and it was amazing. We exchanged numbers at the end of it and we've met quite often and we've also been to several parties since then. I get the feeling sometimes that she doesn't like me the way I like her yet we often end up making out and stuff. I don't really know what's going on there. I've stopped messaging her and so on for several days to clear my head yet she keeps popping up in my head and I have no idea what's going on. We have another date coming up next weekend... yea, fuck me. I shouldn't go, but she's such a cool cat that I don't want to call it quits. She's very different from everybody I know and even myself, I like different. I rarely fall for girls to begin with, but when I do, it's a girl that you don't meet everyday, she's very out of the ordinary. I feel like every time we meet she does just enough to keep me around and then it kind of gets weird again... my head is spinning almost every day.
Don't get me wrong, I realize that I'm starting to fall for her and it would be alright if she didn't. I'd get over it eventually but those mixed signals she keeps sending. It's too much.
Sorry, my English is rusty.