This will probably be buried but whatever. It was the summer, and my aunt and uncle had flown us out to California for a few weeks vacation with them. Now we weren't exactly a close family, but we saw each other from time to time throughout the years. I didn't know this, but apparently they were loaded, in ground pool, hot tub, beach trips, camping all the time, you name it they did it. Well, as it turns out, we spent a lot of time in the pool, and hot tub, because duh, it's California in the summer. My cousin whom I wasn't very close with, or knew at all as I found out, was hanging out with us. We were all having fun, going on trips to amusement parks, swimming, going to the beach, etc. Well, the more I spent time with my cousin the more I realized I was attracted to her. And I mean come on, we didn't know each other, and hadn't spoken but maybe once or twice in all the years we were alive. So it seemed weird, but I couldn't help it. She was funny, laughing at my jokes, and just genuinely being a cool person. I thought, hey, this girl is pretty cool. Well, on our trip to six flags, my aunt, myself, and cousin slept in the same bed. The room had two beds, and there were six of us, so that's how it worked out. I had my back to her, and hers to mine. I notice she is kind of playing footsie with me, seeing how far she could go, and whether I was okay with it or not. Basically, testing the waters. She had no idea whether or not I was attracted to her or not. Little did she know.. That night we made out, with my aunt sound asleep next to us. She had no idea. We started spending more time together on the trip, nothing out of the ordinary, as far as an be was concerned. But, when nobody was looking, we were making out, fondling one another, etc. So, we get to the end of the trip, we have messed around, but nothing serious, like sex or anything. After all we are first cousins. So we say our goodbyes, and leave for home. I was sad, she was sad, and nobody knew but us. It was our little secret or so I thought. We kept up on fb, saying how we missed each other, and we may actually be in love. You know, long drawn out, lovers apart sort of thing. And nobody knew but us. Well, as it turns out, I left my fb open one day, and my brother found it, reading everything. He told my parents, whom were disgusted by the way, as were her parents. Well, months went by, and things kind of settled down. We weren't talking as much, and it was assumed it was over. The next summer rolls around and my aunt overs to fly us out again. Except this time, I wasn't allowed to come unless they were sure this whole thing was over. So we kept our distance, assured them it was over, and nothing was going to happen. I got lectured, by my of course, very religious uncle about how wrong it is, and I agreed, be cause of course we are first cousins. It is simply wrong. He is satisfied, and finally they agree to let me fly out as well. So the time gets a here and we board the plane. We next stop, California. After a long flight, and hours of driving back to their house, we finally arrive. I should note, at this time I have a gf whom I am serious with, so that has a lot to do with why I am allowed to come.