So even tho i love meartial arts, and it's one of the things im fascinated by it i don't really like tai chi, aikido and the sort. I've done judo since idk when and recently muay thai and some kyokushin and planned on starting bjj but this Corona came up. (Martial arts kinda changed my life i was in a bad state and it helped me get out of it) And as for advice, well yes obviously i have no experience of any sort but idk why i often was more mature than most people I'd come across. And did talked a few people out of killing themselves even. Some took weeks and one months. And other small problems, but i could never help myself for some reason. And for ethical fields, don't really have that many options where I'm from. And as for separation, if you didn't have any kids and it was a "toxic" relationship which couldn't be helped. As much as it may hurt it might've been the best choice.