Ironic. Literally every human suffers from depression. You aren't special your problems arent worse than anyone elses and your future is not limited anymore or less than anybody.

You can't tell someone you don't even know they are an idiot who doesn't know what depression is. Now I usually dont so this because real mental illness is genuinely stigmatized and people dont fully understand it even when they have or know people with it; but yeah thank you for asking, I have depression. Now I don't ever care to say this or tell anyone because it never makes my or anyone else life better. So I choose every day to not be depressed to live life and to work towards my future. But when you suffer from depression and not just 'my life sucks attitude syndrome' it doesn't matter what epiphany you have or who helps you or literally anything on earth. I just live day in and out visualizing myself dead. I feel the pains of thinking about it too, I have extremely bad anxiety and I'm not entirely sure how it happens but if I think about forcing a knife through my neck, it's like real. I feel as if my brains preparing me for the pain.

But you go sister!