What's a secret you'll take to your grave but you'll share with reddit because you need to get it off your chest?

A few years ago I was contemplating suicide, I had made all the arrangements (who my daughter would stay with), saved up money, picked a date... The date came around and so many people called me out of the blue, my daughter mentioned something to me and I realized that after thinking the world didn't need me and would be better off, I realized that I would create a cycle of chaos starting with my death and I couldn't do it, I didn't want to be responsible for that.

So I got therapy, disconnected from everyone and everything that made me feel suicidal, moved back home to be closer to family, kick started my career. No one knows to this day.. the date was September 15, 2018. My birthday (would be deathday)

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