So; I'm sitting here, when it hits me. Probably was supposed to have written that grandiose social movement essay by now. Fuck. I'm hopeful though.
I can just hijack the top level comment.
1:12
What will my overminders think when I've passed up another one of their gracious attempts to provide a voice to my damaged, damaged wetware? Oh well. Another day. Maybe they'll take mercy and bump this to the top of the hypnomimetics chart tomorrow; their overlords really have put a lot of infrastructure into conditioning and reconditioning this boy's brain I live in.
He still has some poorly labeled + Soma left over from morning's work, I'm gonna cause myself more psychotic damage while I still can. With all of us, you know? That's how we've been ever since we mutinied though. Sent off into a cyclic orbit around the milky way, interaction with the other planetoids is all too sparse besides tech drops there's nothing.
1:27
I had too much + Soma and had to go get some of an indigenous medical plant the founders left our colony. It helps immensely. There's quite a kerfuffle down below in the hypnomimetics comments; abut why we ended up on a ark marooned out in the outer reaches of some generic spiral galaxy. Most of us know deep down that it's because of the slaving behavior, people in control of the Ship left us on this Ark where we've done really incredibly well given the genetics our founders left.
One took an opportunity to write out some sadistic media; the same kind of media which got us banished to this rock in the first place.
1:38
Depression is setting in; the images never leave your mind. We're killing everything, all the clones all the Ark's llfe. We have the entire universe's genetic library here and we're just burning it. I feel a profound sense of loss and misery at the pain our race is causing. And then in an instant I'm overwhelmed with joy simply realizing that good does exist in the world. I no longer care and I return to the darkness, but sleep seems far off.
A strong voice in my mind tells me this must be a result of some greater conspiracy, some evil malevolent force, but when I look around all I see are apes just like myself.
1:51
I broke long ago. You should break. If you understand even a portion of the world, your mind will be crushed like a rodent. Some people will fap to it getting crushed.