"I never thought I could love someone again" I whispered down to the Susy, who was wrapped around my chest. "Honestly, I mean that. I thought my wife had murdered that feeling in me."
Susy giggled into my chest, before looking up at me with bright green eyes. "She couldn't have been that bad to you." She pushed herself upwards and lightly pressed her lips upon mine. "You're just over reacting because I'm fabulous".
I smiled warmly towards her. She always managed to do that to me. Catch me off guard with her little jokes, her obnoxious self confidence I adored. "I mean it. Years of terrible fighting, constant yelling, violence at times, I mean. I thought I'd never give a shit about someone." I kissed Susy passionately before finishing my sentence. "Then you had to just turn up and ruin that didn't you? By making me fall love with you."
"Oh I'm awful for that aren't I? I can make it better, promise". She closed her eyes slightly whilst wrinkling her nose. With a coy smile she bit on her lip.
"Oh yeah? How, how you gonna do that huh?" I broke into a grin striking half my face open.
"Come here" she said before pouncing on me.
Hours passed as we made love to each other. Rolling all over the bed, onto the ground, into the shower. I hadn't felt so young in years. I left all thoughts of the world behind as I lost myself in her movements. The way she moaned towards me, gripped tightly into me. It was like being near her was an Opera, and seeing her smile at me was a Crescendo. Before I knew it, I had to leave. I got myself dressed and hung at the doorway staring towards her.
"Don't leave" Susy begged out to me. "Stay, its more fun this way". Her eyes erupted into puppy dog eyes.
"I need to go. I'll be back, I promise". I replied, whilst begrudgingly leaving.
I slumped into my car seat and drove onto the highway. It would take me an hour or two to make it back home, but I knew the whole time I'd be happy. God, the way she makes me feel is so amazing, holy shit. I can't describe it. I guess its just love. Eventually I got back to my home, my doorstep and I walked in the front door.
"Enjoy your date with your whore?" I heard rattle out through the dark.
"Yeah, it was great Sarah. I had a fuckin' lovely time. Something I don't get here". Sarah walked out of the darkness dressed in a robe. Bags under her eyes drew my attention away from her eyes, as she gritted her teeth towards me. "It's not like you really give a shit. You haven't really cared about me for years anyway".
"That's bullshit and you know it!" She screeched out. "I gave you everything! My youth! My body! Christ, I gave you two fucking children and this is how you repay me!" She motioned towards me with her arms held high. Before she could touch me, I lifted my hands to her body and pushed her to the ground.
"Don't touch me. Don't you ever fuckin' touch me." I walked past her up the stairs, towards the bedroom. As I took each step upwards I could her Sarah sobbing softly.
"You could fuck her as much as you want" I heard her stumble out between heavy breaths. "It's the intimacy that's killing me. Because I know you lay there with her. Loving her. Holding her how you used to hold me."
I got the top of the staircase before turning around to see her hobbled on the ground. A truly pathetic sight. "Don't flatter yourself" I belted out. "I never held you, like how I hold her." I turned away from Sarah and marched into the bedroom, slamming the door behind me.