I (24M) think I'm in love with my current Girlfriends (26F) friend. So fucking confused

Thats part of whats really fucking me up. I really do love this girl (current girlfriend). It feels like I'm the toxic one, she's just been trying to help me. Ive lived a life where people have used me so many times I was basically a shell of nothing when I met her. She gave me confidence and self awareness. Not to say she's a Saint as she's struggling with depression, PTSD and just recently diagnosed with ADHD. There's been a lot of fighting lately.

She just read me some of her journal entries about how much ive destroyed her but she can't stop loving me. That honestly broke me the most, like I could never feel the way she apparently does about me. It feels toxic but I wouldn't know.

As far as her friend I wouldn't make any moves until much later. I'd definitely talk to her but then again I don't want her thinking I'm fucking crazy.

Though I'm starting to believe I am

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