I’m sorry, I didn’t feel I was giving you advice. I completely agree that the experience of a deeply rooted seed is a perilous existence.

I’m just giving you facts that exist parallel to your facts, not trying to talk you out of your facts at all.

What I posted was as much for me as it was for you, because you are not unique in your struggles.

To me it feels like the more I struggle in the dark, the more I get anchored and grow in it. I’m going to really see what happens when I stop struggling in the dark and allow myself to be pulled into the light.

Again, I respect your choices. It’s a hella lot to ask you to consider looking at things a bit differently, but the opportunity will continue to exist whether you choose it right now or not.

You sound pretty angry right now, and rightly so. I wish you well.