Thanks for responding. I think she is just catching up with friends, I brought it up with her that if the reason she is drinking so much is because of her not really being in a good head space and she said no she’s very happy at the moment. I dunno if I believe that though. She said she has no issues with us, so it’s not that.

I really don’t wanna break the relationship off because I want to be with her so bad and we have a plan in place for after this virus ends to be together. I want that right now more than anything. I really do like her so I don’t wanna always think about what could’ve been. I don’t want her to become the one that got away. I’ve never felt like this before about anyone...

I understand what you are saying about you partner saying to you about it. How long did it take you to realise maybe you were being different with him? I’ve been talking to her this morning and she doesn’t seem very talkative. She’s out at the moment which doesn’t bother me, but she’s said she isn’t gonna be drinking tonight, she’s gonna go home for dinner. I dunno if it’s because I said to her she made that decision. I don’t want her to feel like she can’t see her friends because I said so, because that’s not what I was trying to put across to her.. what I was trying to put across was that she needs to try a bit harder because I’m not gonna sit around like this forever.