I always felt lonely around many people. I have an hard time opening up to others and I’m pretty reserved. I have only made somewhat of one true connection and that person drifted with me. Can my chart explain any of this?

I think it can play out in different ways. Some people think they don't belong anywhere, some go through fake friends and betrayals, some get bullied, some can't connect with others and some experience all of the above. Sooner or later you will feel saturn's influence, even if in one moment in time you feel everything is alright.

Source: my own experience as someone who had lots of friends at one point

What's important is to realize that this particular house in your chart needs extra care and that you shouldn't take it easy. Saturn's influence is there for a reason - > to find a true circle of people who are loyal and considerate to you, accept you and won't let you down. Everything else will fall off eventually, as it should. It wasn't meant for you because you deserve the real thing and a true friend. But very often to achieve that kind of bond, you need to find yourself and become an independent individual with your own set of unique strenghts. Everything else will come after that.

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