White people really can't not be racist.
The most white people try to act un-racist, the finer of a point they put on it.
It's hard to explain but I've heard a few others mentioning it recently--- I've felt this way my whole life.
It's not that you're being patronizing when you try to be un-racist, but it's something like that.
Your very existence (and all of the oppression that represents) is racist even if you, the individual are an even-minded nice guy.
I plainly prefer white people to just treat me in whatever way comes naturally to them-- and I'll adapt.
Watching them make 1000 little concessions to me with every word and gesture while they selfishly relish their race's oppression over the world--- thinking that because they are fretting about it that it is somehow expunged from the record.
Maybe come to understand that...