A realization which I believe was spiritually influenced is that within our DNA exists... somehow... every thought, word or action which we do. I'll admit... there is a mystery which exists to me on how this is simutaneously true while it is also true that we have freedom of our will. If I were to take my best guess on how these two things are true... I'd say the best way to sum it up is that "We are all the heros of our own journey".. just as God is the hero in his. Definitionally, I know that many will ask me to define God. When I say God, I'm referring to that which we love more than ourselves... and if we do not love anyone more than ourselves, then we are our own God. Illustratively, I can see this experience in my life as I am now 27, and I was an atheist from 18-23. I know many may ask for evidence of this if their true desire is to know truth rather than to keep their current belief system. Conversationally, whenever someone wants to hear what I have to say, I can pursuade them from being a skeptical atheist to being a skeptical Christian. I believe there is a difference between a question and a doubt. A question is looking for an answer. A doubt is looking for things which conform unto itself. Now, I do have a challenge for Atheists. Those who question will look for an answer. Those who doubt will say hateful things towards me. My challenge for atheists is to bring me the man or woman who will finally crack our DNA... all of it & understand our dna line by line.