I (M18) have been to the ER 6 times in the past few weeks. The chest pains, the racing heart, the palpations, the dizziness, the lightheadedness, the changes in vision, the body aches I feel that are over my vital organs, even worse I'm currently struggling with a nasty ear infection (otitis externa) and the pain is excruciating to the point where It's a struggle to talk, eat, and even sleep.

I miss my life before anxiety struck, everyday I feel less of a man when people see me shaking in fear over my constant worrying. The only time I feel at peace is when I sleep, that is if I'm lucky enough to even get some sleep.

I needed to vent, you're greatly appreciated if you've read through it. Advice or insight on your own experiences are immensely welcomed.