Bad. My mum brought a new pup home a few months ago without consulting me on it, expects me to take care of her, she barks non stop all night. Pisses off my old pup that just wants to be left alone so he barks too unless I keep them seperated. I can't sleep. Afraid the neighbours will call the cops one day. I love dogs but I don't have the energy to take care of another one. I've been trying to urge my mum to find a new home for the pup but she refuses because she wants to breed her for money (she happens to be a purebred...). She doesn't even care about her, just sees her as a moneybag.

Havn't talked to my best friend in a while. She called me drunk on her birthday the other week and she is such a sweetheart when she is drunk, saying how much she appreciates me, cares about me and how much she worries about me. I don't want to worry her, she has enough on her plate as it is.

I don't really know what to do with my life... no plans for the future. I just feel dead already.