So here’s the story I had a dream where my whole family wife’s family and some in-laws in-laws were at this house on the water. I don’t remember exactly what happened in the middle but it was bad certain people were singled out and killed coldly. Fast forward I was caught and my wife was the one chosen to kill me while everyone watched I was given a last request which I tried to use to spend time with my wife alone.(not sure my thought process) I know I was exhausted and at my whits end as she was completely unbothered by this whole thing and callously denied my request. Making me chose how I would die. There was no way to fight and get out anymore I’m backed into a glass corner that overlooked the water (salt water specifically I remember before the dream went sideways) I chose my pistol I had been carrying as my demise and she picked it up and said where. I knelt down and said right on the top of my head and before I could finish the word I was shot time slowed broadly as I heard the bullet drill into my skull and a flash of black. Now I’ve died in many extremely lucid and visceral ways in other dreams and have become the spectator another person gone to the light been resuscitated and have never been bothered by it. But the flash of black that lasted for a while before I forced my self awake. I woke up feeling extreme sorrow something I’ve never had happen before. Not sure what any of that means? Any ideas?