7 1/2 months seperated waiting for the wait period for divorced to be finalized. Wife of 13 years left me and cheated with a married coworker. Shes on 2 boyfirend already after AP. I feel exactly the same way depressed, suicidal, hopeless, and alone. I have this constant nagging feeling I will be alone forever and never meet someone new. I dont really have any close friends, no local family, and 7 months of therapy has done nothing. My daughter is whats keeping me here though. If it wasnt for her I would be dead. She is the only positive thing in my life. I hate every other part of my life. Alot of days I wish I would just go to sleep and not wake up or get killed in a car crash on my way to work.