Shit man I just woke up after passing the fuck out. I was a goofball and took .5ml 1,4 1mg clam and 100-200mg tianeptine. It may sound like a lot but other than to the 1,4 I have an incredibly a high tolerance. I went out to dinner with a bunch of people for a friends bday but didn't do anything afterwards because I wanted more 1,4 and these folks are pretty straight laced. I got home and took 1ml with 2mg clam and 500mg tianeptine and got high as balls. I wasn't horny. I really don't know wtf I was except that I was passing out and I needed to stay up so I kept popping adderall. I remember thinking that I needed to go to the sketchy gas station next door where dealers and druggies are sometimes posted. I wanted to smoke some crack. I have never smoked it nor wanted to. I woke up completely insane and paranoid ( I'm a paranoid schizophrenic). There have been many times I wake up and knew I had fucked up the night before and this was definitely one of them. I was hella paranoid that everyone at the diner (~12 people) knew I was fucked up. My fly was down the whole time so I Jerry rigged my pants and I was concerned people noticed and would think I was a weirdo even though I think I was covered. I don't believe that I was acted too fucked up though in terms of talking to people and was sitting next to people I don't know and one dude was pissing me off. The last thing I thought was that I'm not sure I'm gonna keep fucking with it but I probably will. I'm pretty sure it was the 500mg of Tia that was the biggest issue. Probably not gonna take as much. Also I like my goofy pants with the belt across the fly and will wear them until I have to go to work tomorrow.