I don’t think I can ever forgive myself for the way I treated my ex boyfriend.

Lol I thought my ex grew up too. We were together for 7 years and she was misleading about texting and having feelings for someone behind my back in 2014. She said it was a mistake and she didn't mean any of it and she was so sorry and it was the mdma fucking up her thought process. OK cool. I loved her more than anything. We stay together and we had our daughter christmas 2015. I found out she was having an affair with a co worker(we worked the same company) on friday night. I lost my temper and left the apt. They were both gone in the morning and I saw on our phone records the messages shes been sending this guy. "I've never loved anyone as much as you" really stands out. She just shattered our last chance of having a stable family life forever. Our daughters life and our lives will never be the same. She told me she loved me on friday after work and we had sex thursday night. Some people don't change and won't change even if they wanted to at some point. They grow up and want different things but don't know how to do that without being shitty about it. I don't have much of a point here other than venting on the internet. Fuck cheaters and liars

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