I lost some of my best friends for that. Which was 'cool' and 'fun' and also little bit mean(not for me, for other people) and while my anxiety getting worse, they blamed me for 'annoyed them' so I felt so guilty and hated my self.

But then I could luckily made some friends like me. ( I went to art college so, there was lot of people with anxiety lol) and They always understand me, cause they have anxiety too. (Or some of them is just thoughtful.)

Few days ago, I was on a phone with my friend, and I heard some noise, so I picked knife from kitchen, and then wandering around house, no one was there, that was just wind or whatever, and I was so frustrated cause I thought that I'm getting crazy, however my friend told me that 'that's normal, you are young woman, and home alone, absolutely you can be anxious' and I think, that's what friends do.

Recently My anxiety got worse so I had a panic attack, and my best friend called me, 'come over here, I'll feed you, I'll take care of you, you need some rest' and she did. So after that, My condition got so much better. However, at the same time, other friend who is not that close to me, she was annoyed at me cause I couldn't focus on her story, Couldn't played board games cause it's made me tense which is make my anxiety worse. And she made me felt so guilty about it. But now I know that it's about her. Not me.

and I know that sometimes I'm annoying. Especially when I got so much tense. But my friends Just don't mind, that's their personality. or we can always discuss about those situation.

I don't exactly know about your situation, it's Just my case, Just wrote it for people who through the same situation with me.