She was actually my neighbor. Was friend with her tho childhood. Was going tho really bad depression and she helped a lot..we would spend time together everyday. Friends for years. We had so much in common. Then one day it happened I kinda had a crush on her. But did not told anything for months. cause she had a boyfriend. Lost all hope. Finally they broke up. I asked her out she initially said no. Cause the fear of a distroyed friendship. But after a month or so(don't remember exact days). Papad belna ka bd. Finally she said yes. We dated. She cheated. We broke up. Now we are just friends and it's complicated. And I miss her. We still hangout sometimes.

I am sorry. If you read this.