Sounds to me like a negative relationship with the mother archetype and the feminine element in general, hence also a repressed Anima and with it the feeling and sensing functions. Even the asthma and allergies, same boat here. It might sound fantastical but I even managed to cure my allergies by working through the mother complex.

This sounds like me right now, and I've improved what I think is asthma and some allergies by becoming more embodied. I've found Reich's work as great for this - his work on overcoming the masochistic character, found partly in the shoulders and upper torso, being the things to help me feel less asthmatic, increase my lung capacity and all.

I wanted to reach out to OP about feelings, but I'm quite atrophied, as another person in here mentioned.