I'm just starting to transition, but I've always been attracted to trans women. Emotionally, sexually, etc - but have been really odd in my taste. I've always loved "fuck passing, im a woman even though i look like a pretty man" and they adopt their own feminine weirdy style and they're totally hot. Im bi and personally more physically attracted to men, but i'm terrified of them due to abuse at the hands of them. However, when i see masculine trans women trying to adopt a cis woman style, it seems like a giant waste. They fall into this uncanny valley area. However, when they accept that they look masc, but fem it up anyway with their own style that works for them - They're like goddesses that exemplify strength, beauty, gentleness, and defiance.

So what i said probably isnt going to be a popular opinion, but I don't care. That's my taste and i think its a shame that more girls can't just do their own thing and say "fuck passing, im going to be beautiful in my own way". Personally I like the 'gothified' or 'super queer rainbow' look. Sometimes you see masculine-faced cis-women doing the similar. Admit it, it's hot. Or maybe it's not. Maybe I'm just weird in that i like manish looking women - cis or trans. I don't care. I like being weird. Not going to apologize for it - I've only got this one life and im not going to spend it saying "sorry". Neither should you. Maybe your b/fs the same as me, but won't admit that he likes masc-looking women. The whole gender binary has created odd psychology in humans.