Well it depends on what kind of trauma. After seeing a bunch of dead people on the street at the age of 11 my brain freezed , i guess it was just too much for me to handle. I was living like a robot, doing everything mindlessly.the bodies stayed there for at least two weeks and the smell was horrible, not to mention that the flies who were eating them changed colours and became bigger.

Then i got bullied in high school and now that i think about it it was entirely my fault. I was so tired of being lonely that i decided to make "friends". I still hate these bitchez, dunno if karma exist but they're doing bad now so... i dont trust a soul now, and i can't bond with anyone because of how bad they did me. I was also a neglected child, got beat up a lot too and I'm still mad at my mom and she doesn't understand why.Although, the way my mom was raised explains her behaviour but idk , i feel like even if you live in a close minded society you could still tell right from wrong. Now i try to stop thinking about all of it but everytime she does something that remind me of my childhood i remind myself that she was raised like that and isn't going to change anytime soon