You can all judge as much as you want, but if none of you have ever been addicted to benzos (or opiates since the withdrawals are so similar) then you cant understand what youre saying when you tell me i need to stop. Its not that easy at all. Im terrified of withdrawing from a drug ive been taking occasionally since i was a kid, and excessively in the passt 6 months. The last time i tried to quit i literally thought i was going to go crazy.
I know some of these might sound unbelievable or petty but theyre very real and all added together create a living hell. Also keep in mind that these are just the symptoms that i can personally identify, there could be a ton of things going wrong with my body that i dont know about or cant recognize. And in the end i dont even want to stop, how can i go through that with the strength needed, when i have no desire to?
Im not looking for sympathy, i only wanted my question answered, but the replies im getting seem really naive. If one of you can honestly tell me that youve kicked xanax when you actually have a dependance, enough to experience some of these things, then you cant understandwhat the hell youre saying. Again thanks for replies, with the exception of the people who sounded incredibly condescending.