The best you can do now is, unfortunately, survive. Your teenage years are nothing in the grand scheme of things, and once you're graduated and can move out, you'll be living an entirely different life. Don't underestimate how much change one person can undergo in only a few years- you might not recognize who you are now, come five years from now. I know I can't relate to my 16 year old self now, and even when I think of my perceptions, my goals and ideals for life... They're no longer the same. That's okay. For the most part, it's good. I think all you can really do now, until you're nineteen and ready to move on to your next chapter, is to enjoy the little things. Savor the moments of playing video-games with your classmates. Go to the school dances, kiss a girl you're in love with if you can. Keep your grades above a D, don't worry about college or university until the 12th grade. Don't do too much drugs. Drama in high school is virtually non-existant come time you graduate, chances are you'll never see 90% of those people again, so be kind, know that others in your school, your classroom, are likely in the same spot as you. Reach out your hand to others, like the hand that you're waiting for as well. Takes two to tango.