Don’t be jealous. Everyone has a burden. Some are visible, others are not. Doing something bad will not make you feel relieved or better. It will weigh you down more with remorse. It’s a bad direction. If you want to take yourself out, many people don’t succeed. Do you want two injuries instead of one? Life can be funny that way. It’s a cruel joker at times.

Leave the girl alone, be grateful, and look for how to make yourself better. You used to be a prick, who had it all, and now you are not. Sublimate your injury, your pain, make something good out of it. You have the capacity, you gave the choice, but know that you are not suffering alone.