You absolutely 100% sound like one of DarksydePhil's (Twitch streamer who is a noted beggar and has masturbated on stream in front of his audience of children) fans who he has so brainwashed that they believe everything he says without him providing any evidence to back his claims up (like his current "tax situation" where he's been begging his audience for money to pay his taxes but has provided no proof of how much he owes and just expects people to fork dough over to him), but if a critic of DSP's says something, his fans jump all over the critics, call them "detractors" like Phil is Kim Jong Un, and claim there's no evidence of anything the detractors say.

Seek help.