I do. I got emotional last night when I saw how happy she got during that huge raid - then I felt sad that something like that would be the highlight of her day. I felt stressed when I saw all the raiders ogling her like a freak. I got mad at the mods for deleting comments of genuine concern. I will occasionally tell a pervy person in her chat to STFU. So yeah, all the feelings, but I also project a lot of my own internal issues on her situation.

It's really not healthy for me to watch her and I usually hate myself later. At least I'm self-aware in this respect.

Twitch streams are supposed to be for entertainment. They're not supposed to be a friggin emotional rollercoaster with so many dark plummets.