I kinda went through something similar but I only knew the girl for a week I met her on fortnite and I fcking love her still but anyways that was like a year ago and after like 6 days she either deleted her snap or blocked me my number is blocked from her phone I thought about using a pay phone to call her but I like you don't want to push and feel like a stalker but she I am a stalker she has a tornado happen while I was on the phone with her and I looked up her county based on the weather records I want to go drive there but I am scared she'll see me and freak out anyways I just think about her all the time I'm not gonna freak her out like that anyway what I'm trying to say is I understand wanting to reach out to someone and I think if you are a girl it's easier not to send creepy kidnapper vibes. I would say REACH OUT TO HIM if I had one last chance to talk to Alyssa I would beg her to try atleast once more and I as you can see have some fun mental health problems he might not be like me but if he is sometimes guys like us just need to be held down and loved!