The thing is, we spend a lot of time together, and work together too. She’s my best friend, she’s just never spoken up about this. She told me she blames herself for not speaking up when I’ve gone on my lil tirade, while at the same time I hate myself for not controlling myself. My anger diminished a lot until I regressed. She said she wants to stay, she said just needs time. She’s always blamed herself for things, she suffers from depression too. Recently whenever She’s happy I’m sad and Vice versa.

For every bad day we have about 4-6 weeks of good days. She’s said everything she’s bottled up just kind of exploded. I don’t know what to do at this point. Neither of us have anywhere to go either so I don’t know if I should sleep on the couch to give her space or what.