IThis literally sounds like my relationship! I'm not even kidding. My boyfriend will watch porn so casually even when I'm spooning him and I can see it on his phone past his head! I don't care that he watches it because I'd rather him watch it than go out and cheat on me I guess. However, I 100% agree with feeling so low and having a low sex drive because I always feel like I can never compare to the people that I see in the videos that he watches. Especially when he follows hot guys on twitter and likes their videos and pictures that have amazing bodies and are very handsome and then I look in the mirror and be like "why the fuck is he with me then if I'm obviously not his type?". What's worse is, because I follow him on Twitter, it often comes up on my timeline with "[bf's name] liked this post" and I can see the hot guys and it makes me feel so shit! He will always tell me how beautiful I am and that he loves me, my body etc but I can never believe it because if it were true, then he'd be watching and following guys that look more like me, or he'd at least ask me for videos of me that he could watch instead. So now, the amount of times we have sex has significantly reduced than what it used to be because I honestly don't have the desire to want to anything but he is always horny and hinting that he wants to do something. I would really love advice for this too because I want to know how much porn is too much?!