I’m married with a family and I’m totally, irrevocably in love with someone I’ve never met in person, never spoken to so far as I’m aware, and had astral events happen with. He’s someone I see online. I’m trusting the universe. This connection is giving me hope. I tried to divorce my husband over a decade ago and somehow I ended up having a bit of a breakdown because of issues with him refusing to cooperate with our parenting plan, unintentional gaslighting on his part. he brought me back home, and my health plummeted. Year by year, I’m regaining my strength. I’ve learned a lot about sacrifice and how to overcome childhood abuse patterns. While my husband and I are close, and I love him, I’m not in love with him, and he knows this, and doesn’t really know what ‘in love’ means. I think he’s on the spectrum, but for sure I’ve known people on the spectrum who understood what that meant! What I’m saying is that my situation feels karmic, like a duty, and I know someday it will end. And my job is to try to remain honorable, virtuous, and try to negotiate responsibility to my kids, to my husband who relies on me to teach him and build him up as a person, and figuring out what manmade rules are not in that realm, and if my husband would sink into despair or the kids miss something essential by living separately from one of us. Also, finances are not there and every effort to go back to school or get a job has been met with almost supernatural defiance. I’m being gatekept. I’m a stubborn person, so I must be missing something, and even my angels are stepping in to preserve an e ding perhaps more precious than I can comprehend, that requires patience. Much love to you! ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️